HI,
Not sure if I’m in the right place…
I have been experiencing some concerning sleep patterns.
It began years ago but I only became aware a little over 3 years ago. I became lucid at the end of a dream and realised that I had been living a seperate life in my dreams for at least 2 years. I went to school, had a home, teachers, friends, locations, an entire life. Freaked the hell out of me!
I now have epic dreams. Wars, alternate family configurations. I can never use a phone in a dream. Toilets are always non functioning (I have IBS so there is some anxiety around that). My sister has an apartment. I visit the same pub. I have trouble with travel. Nothing is simple; getting home in Melbourne night traffic while on a motored bike frame, entrance to a cruise ship is through the kitchen up a vent through a water rapid etc…
I recently became lucid while dreaming. I remember saying “If this phone doesn’t work, I’m dreaming”. The phone didn’t work and I became aware of the dream. I took it all in. The realness. The ability to move with purpose.
Am I broken?
I can’t use a phone while dreaming either. My dreams are too messed up and muddled to remember much.
I can go places into know where I was just last march I fell downstairs and cracked my head on the floor now I am having so many issues I have pain all over my body I have gone to the doctor but they said everything is fine so I seen some doctor that said he was sorry that nobody took a l good look at all my test so now I have no idea what to do please help me I need help so bad I don’t know what I will do I am so depressed I sometimes I feel like I don’t belong I crying for help
I don’t think broken. Sounds interesting to me. You would be a psychic’s circle or past life regressionist’s dream participant (sorry about the pun). If you’re worried about it then best to speak to someone about it so you can make sense of it all. Sometimes timelines are blurred in dreams but I like your strategy of if the phone works. Good luck and all the best